Isaiah 55:
1-5
Matthew 14: 13-21
Matthew 14: 13-21
Lord, Feed My Soul
Our two
passages for this week speak to us on a very elemental level. They are about
never being thirsty or hungry again. With rising food and fuel costs lately, it
would be pretty great if we would never have to buy another thing to eat or
drink again. Isaiah tells us that even those who have no money may come and buy
milk, wine and bread with no cost to them. All they have to do is give their
ear to God, come to God and you will have all you will ever need.
We spend a
lot of time and energy trying to make enough money to feed our children and
ourselves. We work forty, fifty, seventy hour weeks and we cut coupons and go
on double coupon days to the grocery store. We check out all the shopping
inserts and sometimes we visit several different places because while this
place has the best dry goods prices, this place has better quality and cheaper
meat. Then when we bring our food home we spend a lot of time and energy
preparing the food.
Apparently,
the older we get the more our lives revolve around meal times. I know this to
be true because I have done a very impartial and professional survey that
involves my grandmother. Basically, every time I visit my grandmother I have
noticed her first real question to me is always, “What do you want to have for
supper?” and the whole time I am at her house she is constantly asking me if I
want something to eat, if she can make or bring me something and what does she
think we should have that night for dinner. Now, if my grandmother was a big
woman, I could understand her fascination with mealtime, but she’s a little
bitty woman who doesn’t even eat all that much.
What is it
about food that our minds constantly come back to it? Why does Jesus so often
speak of food to his followers and why is there not just one story where Jesus
feeds mass quantities of people, but there are two stories of him doing it in
the Bible? In the next few weeks the Old Testament passages are about Moses and
how he frees the Hebrews. While they are in the desert where there is no food
or water to be found, they constantly complain to Moses that they’d rather be
slaves because at least then they had food and water. Then when God provides
manna to eat and dew to drink, they quickly become bored with these offerings
and complain that at least as slaves they had variety. Then God provided them
with other food.
Jesus
understands our preoccupation with food and water. We pretend we are high above
the animals of this world, but when it comes down to it we are just creatures
that walk upright and have thumbs. We need to eat and drink to survive. We
understand this on a primal level and our body and mind continually reminds us
of our needs. Food and water are necessary to our continued existence. God
understand all of that, after all, God did create us.
These two
passages are definitely speaking of food and water in a physical sense, but as
in all the scriptures there are many meanings behind these simple words. When
the disciples realize the time, they go over to Jesus and remind him that these
people are far away from home. They want the people to go home and eat so that
they may eat as well. It has been a long day and they are bone weary. We can
all appreciate how they must be feeling.
After a
long day at work, often we just want to come home, eat a quick meal and then
relax. But Jesus, who has been working hard all day as well, doesn’t seem to
feel the same way as the disciples. He replies to their request by saying,
“They do not need to go away. YOU give them something to eat.” The disciples, whose minds are on the
physical food, are absolutely incredulous. It is as if when we got home from
our hard day of work and anticipating a quick meal, we are told by our spouse
that we are having a houseful of guests and so put on an apron and help them
rummage up some food.
The
disciples’ minds immediately think of the impossibility of it and are probably
secretly hoping when Jesus realizes how little they have to feed their own
bodies that he will give up his crazy idea. But no, Jesus is not thinking of
the physical side of things. Jesus had had one heck of a day and his mind was
on the spiritual. He found out his cousin and fellow prophet, John the Baptist
had been killed and when he went to grieve in private, a huge crowd – five
thousand men, women, and children followed him. Instead of being angry and
lashing out as we would have, Jesus had compassion and began to heal their
sick. Then, instead of grasping on to the excuse the disciples were offering
him, he said, “No, we will feed them. They do not need to leave.”
Jesus
understood something we seem to only understand vaguely, if at all. These
people needed fed in more ways that just bread and fish. They needed fed by the
hand of God. They needed to be with someone who cared for them completely.
Jesus, compassionate and sensitive to their needs, fed them the healing grace
of God as he cured their diseases and then he fed them food to strengthen their
bodies. Jesus does the same for us today. He hears our prayers and provides us
with the ability to make it through our work day so that we may have money to
buy what we need. Jesus hears our prayers for healing and also offers us his
grace to get through each day.
The cynics
will say that this miracle is impossible. You cannot take two fish and five
loaves of bread and feed five thousand people until they are full. They will
say that the law of matter is quite clear which states that matter cannot be
created or destroyed, merely transformed. If you start with two fish and five
loaves, no matter what you do to them they will only ever produce the same
amount of food equal to their matter.
I’m not
here to tell you this really happened or not. I believe it did, you may believe
that it is a metaphor that Jesus feeds us in many ways. What I will tell you is
that if you want to never be thirsty or hungry again, if you want peace in your
life – Jesus will be your chef. There is a reason so many of our good memories
revolve around a meal. This is when we commune with each other. This is what
makes us different from animals. Not that we can talk, but that during a meal
we share our food and we share pieces of ourselves with our fellow diners.
Jesus fed
the people by offering them healing and by offering them bread and fish. Our
mission can be no different. We open our doors and we welcome in everyone that
would come in, but we also welcome everyone that will never walk in these
doors. Our mission as Jesus’ church is to feed the hungry – those who are
starving for the Word of God and the ones who are starving for bread and water
too. If we do one and not the other, then we are not following Jesus. Jesus was
never a halfway person and we cannot afford to be either.
Amen.
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